I'm still here I noticed your candle had burnt out so I'm just here to light it again and wishing you well I think Ur be surprised to hear I have planted 800 vegetables and flower seeds and have been gifted a green house now I can follow in your footsteps, gran was a little unwell but she's doing well now putting the world to rights as always, mum misses you loads I think it's still raw for her she will visit you soon I'm sure anyways I miss you will come and check on you again soon ,